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28 June 2018 @ 08:48 pm

If you are viewing this as your top entry, you have stumbled across my private LJ!
All entries as of March 2010 (with a couple of exceptions) are F-locked! But fret not, I'm still around!

Here's a gif of N being a cinna-roll (ugh MY HEART) for your trouble~

19 January 2016 @ 01:02 am

Posting primarily in case I decide to join any Arashi comms and they notice I haven't posted anything in 7 years. I promise I'm around! But all my entries are private. I'm sure you're not interested in the boring factoids of my life.

Going through a phase where I'm back and hooked on catching up with Arashi. Where can I find raws??

Also finding that I'm OK without subs. Which isn't too shabby. Go me!

It's 1AM and Mom has rehab in the morning... so I suppose that's it for now. More to come later!
27 March 2010 @ 04:05 am
Got it.

After watching Yamanade, and after over a year of immense immersion in Japanese culture (as one in another country can possibly so), I have discovered something.

If a guy ever confesses to me, I want him to say 「お前が好きだ。」 Exactly  the way that is.

It's simple, but I don't need it other way.

No flowers, no rings, no elaborate preparations are necessary.

So yeah.


嵐の番組の事ですが。。。Collapse )

So with that, I've decided that since I'm getting up in about 5 hours, I need to sleep. XD


16 September 2009 @ 01:56 pm
I went ahead and tried tabbing Green by Arashi.

Well, they're not really tabs. Just chords. You get the idea. Please note that I'm a bit of a beginner at guitar so I can only play the easy chords more or less so forgive me for any mistakes. This is the first time I've tried tabbing something.

C also works in place of Cadd9. If you're too lazy to do Cadd9. I just like putting the 9th in because it makes things pretty.

Mirai ga ki ni minoru made...Collapse )

I had the chords sort of lined up with the right syllable to change chords on but the formatting got messed up when I posted it. Just feel where the chord changes are, I guess. It's pretty normal.

I took the lyrics from my iTunes and I don't remember  where I got them from before so credit goes to  our wonderful romanizers out there. Y'all rock, hard.

No reposting without my permission! And if anyone does a cover with this, let me know! I'd love to see it. <3

10 June 2006 @ 08:56 pm
Got the layout fixed thanks to lyricalib. =D Thanks a MILLLION.

Yay<3 It's pretty now. <33
Current Mood: bouncybouncy
04 June 2006 @ 10:51 pm
I found a pretty layout, and I'm trying to get it fixed, but it still looks messed up and I have to go now because od my 11pm comp curfew. It'll be fixed by sometime this week, I promise. For now, tolerance, please. =D

Current Mood: aggravatedaggravated
23 March 2006 @ 08:34 pm

If you are currently reading this, this means you are important to me. You, whoever you may be; boy or girl, woman or man, gay or straight, friend or enemy, you have made my life the way it is, and I want to say thank you.

As you probably know by now, and if you do not, then now you know, I am moving to the U.S. I tell you now as I told all those who found out before - there's nothing I can do. I have to go. I know, heck, GOD knows, that leaving was the last thing I ever wanted. You don't seriously think I'd enjoy leaving my friends, my family and all the people I have been blessed to meet here in the Philippines while I'm flown to some unknown country that I have no idea whether it will accept me or not? I said once, "I would give the world to stay," and I still mean it with every word. Every day that remains is both joy and death to me. I am ecstatic to able to spend my time here while I can, but I'd wish for it to never end because it would only mean that there was limited time left.

I'm over it. I'm through wondering what crime I must have committed to possibly deserve this. Believe me or not, I've already come to accept that I won't be able to spend my sophomore year in the Philippines, let alone graduate from my senior year in my alma mater. The last day that we had assembly, I sang the school song with all my heart.

To you, the people whose lives have made such a difference in my life, I say thank you. Thank you for the memories, whether good or bad; for the emotions shared and for just having been blessed to have come upon you all, thank you. I know that you would never truly understand just how much you have done for me. I pray that somehow, you will at least get a gist of your importance to me.

I don't know what to say to make up for not being there when I could have. I suppose, the only words left to say are, "I'm sorry," because I really am. I am human, nowhere near perfect. I am neither exceptionally bright nor even moderately physically attractive so as to have been someone to look forward to. For all my flaws, I apologize. For all the times I may have offended you, I am sorry. I never know what to say or what to do and I am about as undecisive as one can get. Would you, knowing my imperfections, knowing that I probably may never say the right words again nor do what you need me to do, forgive me for all that I have done? I have sinned greatly, and even now, I being the coward I truly am, I could never tell my sins. Do I deserve friends like you? To be honest, I don't know. But one thing's for certain - I must've done something right in my impossibly messed up life to have met, and in other cases, befriended people like you. Time for departure will soon come, and I take full opportunity to tell you just how lucky I am, just how much you mean to me, and just how sorry I am that it must end this way.

But this isn't really the end, right? I am fully confident that one day in the future, our paths will cross once more. One day, we shall meet again, whether it be for or against the cause of the universe's higher power.

It goes without saying, I will miss you all. And I know that you will neither be thinking of me 24/7 nor wishing that I were still here. Life will go on and I know you all will do just fine, even if I am not in the Philippines anymore. Rest assured that you will never be forgotten.

And, whether you choose to believe me or not, I love you. I love you all. Love, being the vague word it is, could never possibly encompass all the gratitude, appreciation, and other emotions I feel, but it is the closest and the only one I know that could at least give justice to such emotions. Know that I love you, because you are you, because you were there.

And so, I say, I'll see you all later. There is never a goodbye, not with people like you, for if this friendship ended, then maybe there wasn't a friendship in existence to begin with.

-AJ Gam
Current Mood: indescribableindescribable
Current Music: Because You Loved Me - Celine Dion
15 March 2006 @ 05:20 pm
By the way, for those visitors who haven't figured it out or are new to my LJ, this LJ is now Friends ONLY. >_> Keep out, stalkers, strangers and terrorists.

Thank you.

Have a lovely day. <3